Mordacious

Well, I’m feeling better than yesterday. I’ve sorted things out and whatnot.

I’m seriously tired of being so fucking poor though. I’m down to twenty bucks for spending in the next 2 weeks; I dunno what I’m going to do. And then there’s Anime Detour at the end of this month. I’m not going to have any money to spend; fucking owed on taxes this year.

Man.

At least I’m over with most of my tests. I have one more to go, and then I only have to worry about finals and a 5,000 word story. It’s going by so fast though. I hope I can keep my grades up; I feel like I’m falling apart. I haven’t gotten any decent sleep lately. I end up staying awake until 2-4 in the morning and have to get up for school by 6-7, depending on the day. I don’t know how I even focus in class… I don’t know how I get the grades I do. I could probably kick some ass if I really cared, get all A’s. I don’t know why I don’t make the sacrifice right now to pull it off. Well, at least I haven’t gone low enough and gotten any C’s yet. That would be pathetic.

Um, nothing too notable has happened other than bouts of insomnia and depression. I just finished watching District 9… now that was a weird fucking movie. The animation and characters were pretty cool looking, but the story… meh… I would’ve directed a better movie. I also saw 2012… that was weird as well, and pretty sad. I mean, so many assholes, and so many people died. I guess it was another okay movie, but it didn’t awe me or anything.

I guess that’s it really. Nothing new in work, nothing new is school, nothing new in life at all.

Kris

I shouldn’t be posting because I have no time to, so this’ll be short and sweet (or not).

I’m so tired, depressed, and high strung right now. And then I also don’t feel anything at all. How does that work?

I want to sleep and never get up.

I want to be understood.

Kris

Whoa, I can’t believe it… I only have one month left of school before I’m done with my Bachelors of Science! Finally… Man, I’ve been dragging my feet too… it’s time to get serious! Well, I’m updating this post during class, so that’s already not going well! But we’re talking about anatomy of the respiratory system, and I know all of that already. That means it okay, right? Hahah…

I need to find a second job for this summer. I’d love to work with a Vet, but that’ll never happen. /Sighs/ Most likely I’ll try to find a job in a Laboratory or something. I’ve got to start looking now I suppose. Oh, I have to do my taxes too, shit! I’d better stop by the Library today and pick the forms up… I’m so forgetful.

Wow… I just realized I can upload images on my WordPress anymore… Gotta check permissions and something about a GD library now, ugh… I can’t remember what I did; damn Php… I have been sketching, but I guess I can’t post it yet. /Too lazy to upload on Crapbucket/

Well, that was an exciting post. Nothing new basically and I have to go now.

Kris